Monday, December 26, 2005

what a dream!!!

yeeekkk..hehe..i won't let dis day end w/o sharing my awesome..as in awesome dream!!hehe..akalain mo si mark..si mark andon!!hehe..ang kyut nga e,pano ba nmn ipnkilala ako ni mark s lola nya!!hehe..ang galing nga e..never ko png nkita ung grndma n mark sna ung nga un!!ang swit..tlgng ngbeso2 p kmi ni LOLA..hehe.. s mark nkapolo n prang bluegrin ata..bsta ang gwapo nya!!! hehe.. prng nsa isang bldg kmi non e..i thnk hotel un..hehe..after non we went to a resto n nkafloat s water..wajiji..ang kyut!! ksam ko si mark,jj nd migs s table..haha..ang weird..ung knkain nmin prng seaweeds..hehe..bsta ibng klse..hehe..hay..kala ko tlga 22o n un!! nko..dko maalala ung mga conversations nmin e..hehe..bsat ngttwanan kmi non..bonding e..haha..how i wish dat dream wud com tru..kinklig tlga aku!! nong ngcng nga ako tlgng super ngiti ako e..sna d nlng me ngcng!!!hahaha..

sobrnga miz ko n tlga s mark..un ang epekto ng pgkadsmaya ko dhil ndi ko mn lng nslayn ung game kgb..wlang pksam ung cable d2..huh!! mgwewlga nko kgbi e..npgln lng ako ni tuldok..wahaha..

LOVE you marky!!
mahalnamahalkitamark

Thursday, December 22, 2005

whew..pano b yan, xmas break n!!aus!! pahnga muna s pgaaral..s pressures n dulot ng paaraln.. at ang mtndi jan, naicp ko lng s SOBRANG mizz ko n si MARK CAGUIOA..huhu..ewn ba..lagi ko nmn xang nkikita s aming TV..hehe..pero xempre db, hnhnp hnp ko p din ung feeilng n anjn tlga s mark s tbi ko..ung tipong ndi ako mkhnga..with matching nginig effect pa..tpos..ah bsta..ung un un e!!hehe..grbe..kya nga minsn inngt ako s ibng kbrgays n nkkwtch ng live esp prctc..pero la e..gnon tlga un..hehe..my tmang tym pra s laht..nkklungkot p e til now ndi ko p din nbbgy ung gft ko ky mark..ghuhu..naicp ko nlng...iipunin ko nlng at ibbgy lht s aming muling pgkikita..weeehehehe...love kita mark!

nmimiz ko n din ang LB at lalo n ang SV..kmusta nmmn cla??hehe.. at lalong kumsta ako?? huhu..mjo nlilgw nko ng konti pero xempre ndi ako ppyg n gnon nlng un..ung msion n mgttg ntg SV d2 s palawn.. kelngn png ipgpray..ako din kxe e..mguusap ng kmi n lord mmya..kelngn tlga.. quiet tym muina mya..ng mlinwan ako s buhay2..hehe..

aun..nkgpadjst n din tlga ako d2..wah..xempre kxe nong una mjo nanibgo dn ako.ibng iba kxe d2 e..jkxe s lb dti hlos wlng pncnan ung mga tao e d2..nko..ansaya!hhe.. lakwca n..hehe..jowk.. d nga..bsta aun..pero miz ko dn tlga ang lb..ibng jam ung nandon e..hehe...

dko lm kng pno iend to ah..hehe..ah btsa..malgayng pasko s ating laht!!=)

mahalkoparintalgasiMARK..

Friday, December 09, 2005

it hurts to say gudbye to som1 hu'v been a part of your lyf..som1 uv olweiz love..eee..hehe..xempre ndi yan pra ky Mark! un tlga..iba un..mahl ko tlga un..hehe
newiez, 2loy ang pgemote..wehe..

lately,i'v realzd so many thngs bout me..my mga bgay n ndi ko p nggwa n i shud do..i must do..una, ung fire pra ky lord..ung passion..arrggg... sobrng nguiguilty ko.. ayokong mging stagnant..i want to grow..not jst as a person but as a servant.. I pray n sna s April i wud be able to attend d camp n sobrng kelngn ko..I bliv i won't be sucsful s khit anong bgy if I won't grow..kng gn2 p rin ako..s ugali ko.. s sobrng pggng tahmik..but they don't understand kc...they don't know the real me..nssktn lng ako pg my mga nrrng akong comments glng s iba.. I was hoping that they wud see a Christ like charcter in me..I know mrmi png kulng nd in God's tym, I wud find ol of them..I hav much greater faith in Him..what others say can't destroy me..they are not my enemies..sarili ko ang klbn ko..i know. Love tlga ako n lOrd coz He's alweiz there to remind me..=) I know i shud be strong coz I have Him in my life..Un! Un ang p2loy n ngpplakas s akin..

next, i'm really afraid of falling in love again..it seems that there's a big shield that covers or stops my heart from falling.. its hard to hide wat u truly feel..hehe.. tz complctd..hehe..bsta bsat..we're frnds at hapi ako..aun..hehe..

waaah./..namimiz ko n tlga si mark!!! game nla mmya! yaahhhoooooooo... sobrang miz ko n tlga xa..weeee...mahalkita mark!!! lapit n pasko..hehe..la lng..=) Magdiwang! Giv love on xmas day..hehe..

Saturday, December 03, 2005

hey hey hey..hehe..namiz ko to!! so aun..nmimiz ko n ang Ginebra!! gs2ng gs2ng gs2 ko n tlga slng makita..lalo n s mArk!!! kelngn ng pmpboost ng spirt..hehe..lately kxe mjo nwwla ako s akng srili..hehe..tntmd mgaral..d ko maabsorb ang mga lessons..hehe..esp ACCTG!!!!nooooooooooo..hay.. major subj ko un tpos d ako mksby sa agos..hehe.. jam, aral mode n kxe!!! hehe.. tpos syng..s dec tnt pti alska maglalro d2..sob..huhu..sna Ginbra nlng!!pwde p kyng irequest ky mayor???hmmm... ttry ko..wahehe..lakas e..hehe..kxe nmn.. last may7 ko p nkita si mark ng personal at eto pa..hngng ngun e hndi ko p din nbbgy gft ko,..huhu..ngkkproblme kxe,..haee.. bsta b4 xmas o kng keln man..bsta ibbgy ko p din un..hehe..mahal kita mark!!!

papasok nnmna bukas..yahoo..hehe..dpt mgng xcytd s acctg jam..hehe.. ay alm nyo b..hehe..ewn ko b..andami ko atng nkikita s skul ngun n MEJO hawig s pagibig ko..kya ayun, crush ko slng laht!!!ahehe.. un po..hehe.. s uulitn..hehe

MAHal n mahal kita mark!!

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